Relationship: in between of Y and N,

This post contains my tweet about #relationship.

All the tweets below are taken from my last night tweet.

I am not the most strong man in the world, so I need grace to live the live God wants me to live.

the hashnumbers show the chronological of my tweets last night..

#1  i won't go down with wrong relationship.!!

#2 'wrong relationship' is not only 'having relationship with bad/wrong person' it also happens with good people..

#3 so,when I believe that God has prepared the best for me,I should have no doubt of it..

#4 so,when I believe that God has prepared the best for me,I believe that one time (exactly not now), the time will surely come to me

#5 I want to declare once again that I believe in God and His plan for me, for my future, specially for my relationship.

#6 I want to remind myself again,that I don't need to do any to earn LOVE,but to receive..when I receive LOVE, I'll live a life worth living

#7 I don't want to ignore and deny that I sometimes feel attracted with some girls, even some of girl friends of mine..

#8 I am also close and even very close with some of my girl friends.. that's true.. do we need to hide the fact?? no..

#9 i had times when i was to decide to maintain love or to not..most times and I think all times, i decided to not to grow it n just keep it.

#10 the feeling that I felt is not weird and popular in young culture.I also admit here that it would be sweet if i decided to just continue

#11 if I decided to foster the feeling, it would be so nice, i'd enjoy the time so freely with person that would be always ready to be with me

#12 if I decided that way, I would not be different with my friends in my age. #the point is not just about to be different that I decided so

#13 although sometimes I avoid to see my self in mirror n think that I'm weird and so unusual.. I often feel that I am just abnormal

#14 if my friends do all they want to do, why do I not?? I mean, it seems fun,easy,enjoyable,free,but why I am like this?~sometimes I ask myself

#15 having one that cares for me seems so sweet, so yeah... so, ah, I can imagine good things of it... it should be awesome. ~ I often think so

#16 in my life, I mostly do what I want to do, if it's possible (budget problem) & if it's LEGAL.. but this, why do I 'not dare to step forward'

#17 it happened more than once.. yknow what.. I decide to keep my feeling in heart, choose to believe that God has prepared 'the best'

#18 one I know, relationship started from decision.. it will go wrong when you decided wrong..

#19 I don't need to rush, do not need to be speeding, do not have to compete with anybody.. today is not my time for that..tx

### I want to live the life God wants me to live.

 this is I am, God, help me.. Put this in my heart that You love me so..